by T. Austin-Sparks
Chapter 5 - Equipment for the Ministry
"And
Moses said unto the Lord, O my Lord, I am not eloquent...
but I am slow of speech, and of a slow tongue"
(Exodus 4:10).
"And the Lord... said go, and thou shalt save
Israel... And he (Gideon) said, Oh, my Lord... behold...
I am the least in my father's house" (Judges
6:14-15).
"Then said I, woe is me! for I am undone... And
he (the Lord) said, Go..." (Isaiah 6:5,9).
"Then said I, Ah! Lord God! Behold, I cannot
speak, for I am a child... The Lord said... Thou shalt
go..." (Jeremiah 1:6-7).
"I was no prophet, neither was I a prophet's
son... And the Lord took me... and said unto me,
Go..." (Amos 7:14-15).
"And he appointed twelve that they might be with
him, and that he might send them forth" (Mark
3:14).
"Ye shall receive power after that the Holy
Spirit is come upon you, and ye shall be witnesses unto
me" (Acts 1:8).
The last
words quoted above are the answer to all the others.
Although Pentecost marked a new epoch and method of the
Holy Spirit's activity, yet throughout all time God's
Work has been done through the Spirit's agency. Were we
asked what is the essential and indispensable equipment
for the work of God we would say unhesitatingly; The
anointing and filling with the Holy Spirit!
In the instances cited above we have men of vastly
different types, but they are all brought to a common
basis. Moses was a man of tremendous natural and acquired
ability. There was initiative, drive, passion, devotion
and courage on the emotional and volitional side, linked
with "all the wisdom of the Egyptians" on the
intellectual side, and evidently considerable strength on
the physical. Isaiah and Jeremiah were not without a
wealthy endowment of inherited social, religious, and
ecclesiastical advantages and good training. Then what
need we say about Paul on this side? On the other hand,
Gideon, Amos and most of the Apostles were of humble and
simple birth, meagre education, and few worldly
advantages. Of the latter it is recorded that "they
were ignorant and unlearned men". All these, we have
said, had to be brought to a common basis. Through
painful and sometimes long drawn-out discipline and trial
the former had to come to the place where they recognized
that only God could do His own work, and that He never
uses any man or his natural equipment except on the
ground of an utter dependence upon Him: that gifts,
training, ability as such do not count with God and are
only of service when the man has been translated from a
natural ground to a spiritual through the deep inworking
of the Cross in its principles and laws. Nothing but
spiritual endowments can meet spiritual forces, and this
is the background of all the work of God.
God may use the gifts with which He has entrusted men by
nature or acquisition, but not until they have been
brought through death on the natural plane to life on the
spiritual. Moses went that way; Paul went that way; and
so have all who have really been used of God for Spiritual
and Eternal ends; that is, if the worker as well
as the work was to be accepted.
No one will think that we are against all-round training
and equipment. Far be it from us to suggest that this is
of no vital consequence. What we are emphasizing is that
though given every possible natural or acquired
endowment, education, natural ability, zeal, evangelical
faith and doctrine, a knowledge of Christian work, etc.,
there may yet remain an essential without which all this
is going to fail. This superlative factor is:
"filled with the Holy Spirit".
On the other hand, a Spirit-filled man is never one who
holds a brief for ignorance or despises and neglects such
acquisitions of knowledge as will be ground upon which
the Lord may work. It is one of the romances of the
Spirit's activity that under His stimulation and
quickening many of the most illiterate have become able
and eager to master things for which they had neither
desire nor ability before.
Now these simple basic things lead us on further. The
Lord Jesus as
The Model Servant
declared:
'I do nothing of myself; as I hear I speak.' 'The words
that I speak, I speak not from myself.' 'The works that I
do, I do not from myself.' Here is even a sinless
"myself" refusing to speak His own words or do
His own works. He was deliberately hanging and drawing
upon the Father for everything. It is clear that He
realized that even in His own sinless case this was
necessary, and to do otherwise was to lay His mission
open to infinite peril from without. Thus it was an
utterness of God. For such an utterness - which, let us
urge, must characterize all who are to most closely
approximate to God's ideal servant - there must somewhere
at some time be a zero point on man's side. This zero
point is clearly seen in the life and ministry of so many
of the Lord's servants - the time when despair of
everything well-nigh engulfed them, and 'God was their
only asset'.
But is it necessary that this point should only be
reached at a more or less late stage in Christian life
and service, after perhaps, years of activity? Should
there be a considerable degree of ineffectiveness,
failure and abortion because such a large percentage of
the effort and activity is "in the flesh", or
of man? It is necessary that at last, perhaps at long
last, the big framework, the loud hammering, the feverish
busyness, etc., should begin to fall away and the genuine
spiritual and eternal result be comparatively small. We
may settle it once and for all that only what the Holy
Spirit does will attain unto God's end and remain
eternally.
Surely God would have zero on man's side reached at the
beginning! Surely this is according to the experience of
men in Scripture! At least it was a definite registering
of that point to which they were continually brought back
if they tended to move beyond it in self-sufficiency.
This, we believe most earnestly to be the true nature of
training for the Lord's work alongside of and in company
with, a growing knowledge of Himself in His word and in
experience. The only knowledge of the Word of God which
is of any profit in service is experimental knowledge.
That knowledge is the knowledge of God Himself which
makes the Word live.
Moses was trained for His life work in the hard school of
inaction. Forty years in a wilderness tending sheep for a
man of a tremendously active disposition! He had set out
with great visions. His motive was good and the end in
view was right. His filling up of the outline, however,
was mistaken. How to be patient with wrong without
condoning it or losing a passion for right is one of the
big lessons to be learned by those who would deliver men.
Not to put a halo of romance about service for men and to
think that there will be a due appreciation of one's
self-sacrifice without becoming cynical by reason of
disillusionment is another. Not in any way, manner, tone
or conduct to suggest superiority is a third. These were
some of the minor lessons which Moses had to learn, but
they were themselves big ones. Dependence, faith,
obedience, humility were the primary things, and these
cannot be got from books or lectures.
Isaiah had to have a vision by which he was overwhelmed
with his own unfitness.
Paul had to come off his intellectual, ecclesiastical,
traditional, official high horse with a tremendous thud
and grovel in the dust in subjection to the hated and
despised "Jesus".
The disciples had to learn many lessons as to their own
miserable inability to satisfy the heart of their Divine
Master, and, at length, they all suffered the shame of
having been proved incapable of believing through the
cross.
This is all necessary training and preparation. How few
there are who would voluntarily accept a course of
training like this! But this surely ought to be the
nature of the work done in a place for the preparation of
God's servants. There should be a handing over to the
Holy Spirit to take into and through all such experiences
of spiritual discipline as are necessary to a deep
knowledge of God. There should be the knocking of the
bottom out of our ideas of work and service. There should
be the making of everything inward and not outward;
spiritual and not natural; from God and not from
ourselves. If needs be, there should be the discipline of
inaction. It is so easy to be content if only we are busy
and active, but often this only gets in God's way, and He
has to take our work away in order to teach us that it is
Himself, and not service as such. With many the
Lord has to adopt a wearing-out policy, for they will not
yield otherwise.
The Ideal School of the Prophets
The ideal
'School of the Prophets' is that in which the spiritual
life has first consideration; where the Holy Spirit is
dealing with the individual and where the Word of God is
being made necessary for light, strength, comfort and
direction. If we are going to live by the Word, the Word
must live for us, and experience is the meeting-place of
life and knowledge.
No training centre is adequate which is only intellectual
and practical in the sense of doing work. There must be
primarily the attention to the spiritual life, its
nurturing and directing, and especially the presence of
the Holy Spirit must be sought and guarded for that work
which can never be done from without.
Now, having said all this, we come back to recognize
that, in principle, this was the basis of the
mighty activities of God from the time of the fulfilment
of Acts 1:8. The Cross, in all its fullness, was brought
by the Holy Spirit into the lives of those first
believers and witnesses, and the change in the character
of the apostles is most noticeable. They became selfless,
humble, fearless, full of love, patience, and
long-suffering. 'Position' or 'place', reputation,
prestige, 'success', popularity, etc., no longer
motivated their service. Note how on everything they are
directed and controlled by the Spirit! The Lord is
released when the bands of the self-life in all its forms
in His servants are burnt up by the Fire. As through His
Cross He came to His own personal liberation to the
boundless so, as His Cross is planted deeply in the
natural life of His servants, He is free to do His
mightier works. Oh, that we could see early enough in our
lives that when Christ went to the Cross He not only took
our sins, but He took us! and that not just as sinners,
but as men; as preachers, teachers, workers, and
everything, so that "henceforth it is no longer I,
but Christ". All too late some of us have had to be
crucified in one or more of these capacities; and through
death preaching has had to be put off the human level and
born again from above. And the same with other things.
Oh, for a new company of such who right at the beginning
are put there! Then God will do His new thing and we
shall see a fresh release of the Lord. He is not
straitened in Himself, but He is straitened in the
natural activities of His servants, which activities are
brought over into spiritual things by the horizontal
method instead of by the vertical - that is, along the
human line, instead of by the Cross, the resurrection,
ascension and descent from above.
As it was in the time of the types the strictest laws
governed the anointing with the holy oil, and it was
repeatedly stressed that "upon man's flesh shall not
the oil come", so the Lord, who is no less
particular today, will not give His Spirit to come upon
man's "flesh" - man's self-life. All that must
first come under the power of the Blood and be taken to
the Cross to give the Spirit a clear way. The first
witnesses had nothing to gain, but everything to lose in
this life by even naming the Name of Jesus. There was
nothing that could be in the slightest degree a sop for
the senses. Those at Jerusalem lost everything very early
and were scattered abroad. From without the Lord kept
everything pure and free. But He never departs from His
principle, His original premise, and where He is allowed
He will work this state into the very spirit and life of
His servant in order that all things may be of Himself,
and "whatsoever God doeth it shall be for
ever". The law of the corn of wheat most surely
operates: enlargement through limitation, gain out of
loss, life out of death.
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